Getting harder- 4A and 5A
So overall, I've had it as easy and comfortable as possible given the situation. I'm on Abraxane instead of paclitaxel, when I fly cross country every week I'm able to fly in seats with flat beds so I get a good night's rest, and my parents are still alive so my mom is able to drive me to my treatments (I'm 40). Something happened beginning with the midway point though. I began to get a bit more depressed, and chemo 4A was really really hard. I had to cancel 3 flights bc I felt too unwell to fly, including once being at the airport and then asking my mom to turn back while I canceled my flight on the phone. 4B was more manageable but I began getting cold sores on my tongue which I hadn't gotten before. I was told to get throat lozenges which seemed to help a bit. I just had 5A yesterday. I felt somewhat okay and went to lunch with some friends. And then guess what. Outside a little ways I suddenly threw up and peed in my pants /on my dress. It would have ...
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